New Life in a New City... =/

It's been awhile since I used this blog.

Almost a year I guess. A lot has happened since I last blogged. I managed to come to the UK for whats probably the last few stages in my days as a full time student. The journey to this far away land has made me go through a whirlwind of emotions.

Life here in my opinion is shit compared to back at home. Tho it seems like an awesome idea of being "independent" from parents and such, but to be honest I would rather be back at home where I'm sure there is someone who will be by my side. Whether it be my family or my buddies from school. I know how people say that's life and such. I'm not saying it's different. It probably is the same thing that happens to everyone else once they go to a live in a foreign land all alone without someone you completely trust. I'm selfish for thinking about these things in such a negative way. Of wanting these people to be around me when I have a problem while I haven't really been there for them when they need a shoulder to cry on or even a friend to just accompany them. I realized that I've been taking granted of all of my friends and my family who have been around me. In a way this is a way of apologizing to all of you if I haven't been there for you guys. I can't guarantee that I will be there for you guys, but I will try.

I wanna hug you all. Especially one person whom I feel I've been taking her company for granted. Love you guys and I promise you that the next post will not be as negative or as annoyingly emo in a way. I guess I've been having these thoughts only to find no outlet in the recent months.

Take care to all and ciao~