I'm morphing into sumthing different..

I think im changing. In taste.. Not in maturity. Hahaha. Im still the idiotic and panat guy all my friends know. But my taste in music has totally changed. I also realised most bands i listen to nowdays are from the "fuelled by ramen" label company. Haha! Its so cool! Should I try the rest of the bands from that company? Damn addicted to The Academy Is, Paramore, FOB, Gym Class Heroes and etc.. Also The Spill Canvas and The Cat Empire caught my ear. They be GOOD listening. XDXD

Other than that, im hating school. Im hating Studies. Im hating stress and pressure. All im looking forward to is every Friday, except for this Friday. Im heading to Miri, which aint gna be fun. No football. Thats what i look forward to every week. Nyeh. I can survive a day without it. Still.. Im gonna miss not kicking a ball to get rid of stress. Work and assignments are piling up. Its getting annoying. Parents also are really expecting alot from me. I'm afraid of the end of my school year. Im afraid of taking the exam. I need 2 As. They want me to get a scholarship.. wait.. not want.. They NEED me to get it. Im afraid of dissapointing em.

Just like a prodigy who fails the first time, most support is lost when the prodigy makes the first mistake. So far in my life, its a relative accomplishment, and if i fail this one, im gonna end up dissapointing my parents. Im afraid of losing their support and losing their trust. Not only that, this whole course im taking isnt just normal free education.. Its being paid B$415 a month! thats alot of money. These days i finally really realise what Abg Aziz is talkin about. If i fail this exam, im going to end up wasting my parents money, while Abg Aziz education is free in MD. Courseworks due, and Homeworks are crazy.. I guess i shouldnt have picked up History.. Im pretty much screwed. Nyeh.

Anyways, thats all i gotta say today. have a nice rest of the year!!! Have fun people!!